neutralchaotic

can you hear her pulse hear her breath hear all the little things that make her real to you? should you tell her so tell her no tell her anything she needs to hear that's real from you? She only exists for you And you're barely even here.... Can you Hide her from the truth Hide her from ....you? Hide her from the reality That the one hurting her, is you? Should you Avoid all her questions Avoid all her persuasions Avoid anything she needs Because it's not real to you? She only exists because of you... And you're barely even you.....

chase me.....follow me through a path of dreams.... come on....let me show you a place, where nothing is.... nothing's what it seems..... chase me.....but leave behind your earthly cares...... Where we're going.....it's going to scare you.... It's comprised of life long nightmares..... whisper to me.....that I'm wrong..... can you not tell me.....that i was foolish.... in all i did, all along? Whisper to me.....that i need to believe... when i look around,...but i shouldn't see so many lives falling like leaves..... hide me....deep within some lies.... give me something to hold onto..... because there's not much left inside hid

apathy, naivete' held in the hand of a stranger passed to another, lacking sincerity so reach just slightly past this world and contain yourself in fragile infinity a heart, smiling love banded by thorns halo balanced above horns an angel, without wings the sun is falling darkness is coming the shadows grow too long for us to ignore october memories november misery with only an empty winter before us forgive, our curosity as your secrets are on display instead of caged in timeless fantasy go and preach the message you have for us and save us from life's own parody an angel, shining an unsuspecting girl an unaccepti

i don't really hate myself, i just feel like a poor man's wealth i guess i should say something else?    no, that's good enough for now    i dont' want to feel burnt out save a little, each visit save a little of the mission trying to save a little of me    oh? well, that's your decision i don't really regret things     i'm just tired of searching for meaning i guess we lost our chance at healing     no, there's no point in recovery now     but it gives us something to argue about save a little, for our talks save your energy, i'm at fault i think it's safe to believe you      well, I don't know what I want.       i'

i stand uncertain before hades my foundation fails me the ground crumbles and i stumble and fall into dark intoxication i'm swept away again blinded, fearless in a drunken whirlwind i give in i'm quickly dragged under one wave replaces another i search for hands i can't feel i search for faces i can't see i'm caught drifting in my own destruction i'm swept away again blinded, fearless in a drunken whirlwind i release myself from inhibitions my control blessed illusions i'm at ease i'm at peace in a world of my own creation i'm swept away again it just won't end, just won't end blind, fearful here i go again